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Their clothes – and our memories

16/5/2025

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This is a guest post from fellow widow Rebecca Chambers-Farwell

My husband Keith died suddenly, and like almost every widow ever, I was faced with deciding what to do with his clothes.

Then I saw a Facebook post. A widow showing a photo of a memory bear she had had made from their husband’s clothes – and I thought that I’d put my sewing skills to use and try to make my own from one of Keith’s beloved Hawaiian shirts. It was a shirt that I absolutely could not have taken to the charity shop. It was too unusual, too much his, and I could not have coped with running into someone else wearing it.

I showed the bear to others and several people asked me if I would make one for them. And so Becky’s Bears was born, and I made hundreds more memory bears. Fast forward a few years, and many other people now make bears as well, so it was time to think of something a little different.

Then someone asked if anyone makes memory roses from clothes, as her stepdaughter wanted some made from her father’s clothes for her wedding bouquet. I did some research – and couldn’t find anyone offering this service. So once more, I experimented and created my first memory roses in the hope of filling this gap in the market and bringing the bereaved a new way of commemorating their loved ones. When I thought about how to use these roses in weddings, there seem to be so many possibilities. Not just as roses for bouquets, but also for buttonholes and corsages, or for decorating wedding reception tables and gifts. And they are not just for weddings – I’ve put them in vases, alongside photos, and they make perfect floral tributes, and they are a sweet way to use baby clothes to remember those precious early days as little ones grow up.

So I created the Memory Rose Company. I hope this poignant new chapter, arising once more from knowing the pain of loss, will also be one to bring comfort and joy.
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Celebrating the small things

15/4/2025

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​We often celebrate the big things – birthdays, graduations, holidays, new jobs – and these are all good things. When you are widowed, though, the big things can seem too big to achieve, or they remind us of what we have lost.
 
Today, I want us to celebrate the small things – showering, cleaning teeth, emptying the cat litter tray, cooking a meal from scratch, going for a walk, buying a new shirt. Because while those things seem little, they are actually huge.
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Seven years

24/2/2025

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I was in an odd mood last night. I’d had a great weekend – the weather was good on Saturday, and I’d been for my first run in five months, seen a friend and done some gardening. Then on Sunday, when it rained, my wife and I did chatted to a friend on line, did some sorting and got delivery of a gorgeous dresser for the sitting room. But Sunday night I was in a horrid mood. Scritchy. Irritable. Slept badly.
 
I’ve been aware of the approach of Tim’s anniversary all month. The beginning of February. The changes in the weather. The snowdrops. The ‘this time that year’. It all builds into the run up to the 24th. Somehow, last night, I’d forgotten it. But it appears that my body hadn’t.
 
It's seven years today that Tim died suddenly and unexpectedly in bed next to me, and as often happens for me, the run up has been harder than the day itself.
 
I'm a very different person now. More health anxiety for others. Fewer fucks to give. I understand how strong I can be, and I know how scarred I am.
 
My life now is a life I love. One so very different from the life I expected, planned for.
 
But I will always miss him.
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LGBT+ History Month 2025: Stories of queer widows

1/2/2025

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There hasn’t always been support for LGBTQIA+ people who are bereaved – until same sex marriage was legalised in 2014, some people didn’t always even recognise us as widows. But as these stories show, queer widowhood has been with us as long as queer relationships.
 
Ann Walker – widowed in 1840
Ann Walker met Anne Lister, known as Gentleman Jack (jack was a 19th century term for a lesbian) and described as the first modern lesbian, in 1815, and they began a relationship in 1832. They exchanged vows and rings in February 1834, and took communion together in York, an act that meant they considered themselves married. Anne Lister died in 1840, leaving Ann Walker a widow at just 37.
 
Cardinal John Henry Newman – widowed(?) in 1875
Cardinal John Henry Newman was a scholar, theologian, philosopher, historian, writer and poet. He was an Anglican priest and met Ambrose St John, another priest, in 1841. They converted to Catholicism together, were ordained at the same time, and lived together for 32 years. St John died in 1875, and Newman grieved deeply. John Henry Newman died in 1890, and the two men share the same grave. Different people have different perspectives on their story, with some saying that it was simply a deep and intense friendship, and others celebrating it as a loving gay relationship.
 
Julian Clary – widowed 1991
Julian Clary’s partner, Christopher, died of AIDS in 1991. Clary nursed Christopher for nine months before he died.
 
Dudley Cave – widowed in 1994
Dudley Cave was one of the original members of the London Gay Switchboard, now Switchboard LGBT+, and he created the Lesbian and Gay Bereavement Project to support people in the community who had lost partners. Cave met his partner Bernard Williams in 1954, and they remained together until Williams’ death in 1994.
 
Tam O’Shaughnessy – widowed in 2012
Tam O’Shaughnessy is a former professional tennis player. She was a science teacher, an associate professor or school psychology and a science educator, and she and her astronaut partner Sally Ride wrote science books for children together. O’Shaughnessy co-founded Sally Ride Science, a project to promote science to girls, with Ride and three friends.
 
Andy Bell – widowed 2012
​Andy Bell of Erasure lost his former partner Paul M Hickey, who was also his manager, in 2012. Paul and Andy were together for 25 years and were both HIV-positive.
 
For more on widows and LGBT+ History Month, read my piece on queer widowhood then and now written for WAY Widowed and Young, along with Joanna’s story and Andrew’s story.

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Things I’ve done since I became a widow. A list.

31/10/2024

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A while ago I posted a list of things I've learned as a widow. I've been thinking of the things I've done in the six years since I became a widow. Some good, some hard. Some bitter. But all part of who I have become. I wanted to show people that you can get through this, and that fellow widows can be a real lifesaver – they were for me.
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Done CPR
Arranged a funeral
Developed PTSD symptoms
Discovered how fragile I am
Understood what loneliness really means
Remembered how incredible my family is
Found out how amazing my friends are – and not always the ones I expected
Thought the world would be better off without me
Had psychotherapy
Found out a lot about myself
Discovered how strong I can be
Got a tattoo (a semi-colon)
Gone cold water swimming
Reclaimed my life and my home
Created a blog, and learned to write out my grief
Completed an MA
Survived a pandemic
Met someone new
Learned that you can love more than one person
Come out
Got a dog
Moved to a new house and a new county
Performed my own work in a theatre
Learned that I will always grieve, and that grief is something that I will walk alongside – because he is part of me
Built a new life – and while it’s not the one I planned or the one I expected, it’s one where I have found joy
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The Yorkshire Coast

24/9/2024

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A guest post by Steve 

Do you believe in magic? That undefined power to make things better. A source of help to those most in need. I did not but then everything changed.

The coastal path stretches out before me like a song. I recognise some of the tune, but the lyrics escape me for now. I am not sure how far I will walk today. I am in no rush. No one is waiting for me at home. No one will miss me.

My wife died in my arms. Months of brutal treatment had been unable to rid her poor body from the ravages of cancer. I tried to save her, I really did but I am just a man, not a magician. Now, I am just a widow.

I am walking part of the Cleveland Way, a 108-mile National Trail that starts in the heart of the North Yorkshire Moors and then stretches down the Yorkshire coast from Saltburn to Filey. It provides an outstanding coastal experience, with dramatic cliff tops and attractive former fishing villages to enjoy.

I have always walked. The freedom that my feet could find always helped me through the tough times. The simple act of getting lost, finding a way home, of being at peace.

I start at Saltburn-by-the-Sea, a real mixture of the old and new. Smuggling was rife all along the coast and it was only in the 1860s when the Victorians poured into the newly found seaside resorts that it became somewhat respectable. I walk quickly pass the Zetland Hotel and simple pier. I want to be away, to seek solace and wake up from this dream.

In that fleeting moment, that chance encounter, I knew. No words were needed. I had just met the woman I would love forever. Starting out is great. Our first jobs, buying a home, getting a dog, being blessed with children, exciting holidays surrounded by family and friends, love and laughter – all before the storm. Even if you knew, there was no way you could prepare.

The gaily-painted fishing boats known locally as ‘cobles’ are beached on the shore along with their salt-worn tractors. The herring may have declined but now the search is on for crab, lobster, cod, plaice, and haddock. Life can be tough and not just for those that live by the sea.

Dramatic cliffs now await with Rock Cliff near Boulby being the highest point on the east coast of England. The route undulates constantly and being a sea level never lasts long. Small becks spring out of deep breaks in the cliffs and take careful navigation especially in the wet where a twisted ankle would cost you dear.

Life was good. We had it all. We had each other. We did not invite the stranger into our home and lives. It comes uninvited and never leaves. You never beat cancer. It takes what is most precious and its scars last forever.

With the sea on my left it was easy to follow the path. The distinctive acorn symbol on all signpost shows me the way. There is a saying that ‘mighty oaks grow from little acorns’ and maybe the trial will help me find my foundations and roots again.

Cattersty Sands is a lovely, open beach and the first chance for me to feel the sand between by toes. It slows me down and I search the pebbles looking for something that maybe I will never find. I leave footprints but they will soon disappear, a reminder that nothing last forever. More stretches of amazing beaches will surprise me along this forgotten stretch of coastline.

The doctor was not hopeful. The cancer had spread, and her body was riddled with the invisible disease. They would try, it is all they could do. I watched, waited, prayed, sobbed, raged but was helpless. She took it all. Never giving up. Brave beyond reason.

Blue Nook, Hole Wyke, Cowbar Nab – names that used to mean something to someone but now just strange places along the coast. There is a sense of history everywhere and it is easy to be transported in thought to a bygone age. The past is important but too painful for me and I need to focus on the now and the future. It is what she would have wanted.

So why do I walk this path? I guess I need space, to feel the wind, to smell the sea and most of all find something I thought I had lost – me. Each step takes me in a new direction. I will get lost but maybe that is the only way we will ever find ourselves.

The picturesque village of Staithes is a photographer’s delight. It is undeniable charming with its narrow, cobbled streets and sheltered harbour but today all I see are couples holding hands and enjoying lunch at the Cod and Lobster Inn. I eat alone, sat on a bench overlooking the North Sea. Just me, my loneliness, and a desire to get away from it all. Maybe a certain Captain Cook felt the same?

I try to catch my breath whilst surrounded my dramatic views. A limitless world of sea and land broken only by rugged coastal cliffs set against the North Sea.

There is danger all around with steep cliffs awaiting those that dwell in the past and daydream of the future. It would be easy to give in to the whisper of the cliffs. It is a long way down and certain death awaits. That is the easy way out and I am not that brave.

Overlooking Runswick Bay are numerous caves called ‘Hob Holes’ – a place where legend has it that whooping cough could be cured by the resident hob-goblin. I wonder if he could have cured cancer?

Walking the east coast has a distinct advantage of being in one of the driest parts of England but you need to be prepared for sudden and unexpected changes in the weather. A sea-fret known locally as a ‘roak’ is a notorious feature in the summer when a low blanket of fog envelopes the coast and is accompanied by a slowly, penetrating drizzle. I do not notice it, lost in my thoughts and dead to all feeling.

The hardest thing I will ever do is tell my daughters that their mum had died. It just does not make sense. It unfair but it happens to thousands every day. Why should we be different? Tears came but I still had to make tea, get them ready for bed and life had to go on. ‘Let a smile be your umbrella’ they say but the storm is too much at times.

Wheeling, screeching sea birds become my constant companions. The raucous calls of the gulls, the majestic flight of the fulmar and if I am lucky, I will see the most travelled bird in the world – the Artic tern. I am thankful of the company.

I wish she was here with me now. Her hair flowing in the wind, her laugh on the breeze and her hand in mine. I stand alone on a path made for two.

The prairie landscape continues inland, with old hedge lines indicated by small, grass banks and the odd wind-worn hawthorn bush. Bracken and heather abound, and a haze of purple covers my view.

She would have loved the colours, the smells, and the sounds. She embraced life to the full. Why did she have to go so soon? Could I have not gone instead?

Whitby was once the greatest whaling port in the country, but it was Jet that gave the town remarkable fame. Jet is fossilised wood with a very dark, black-brown colour and is sometimes called ‘Black Amber’ and since the 1800s workshops have been a source of local employment. Jet is also a symbol of mourning since Queen Victoria wore it after Alberts death.

I find a piece, but it leaves a black streak when I rub it along a light-coloured stone whereas Jet would leave a brown streak. I hold in my hand just a piece of sea-washed coal. I put it in my bag anyway.

The kids watched their mum change. The treatment was brutal. It might take her beautiful hair, destroy her fair complexion, and make her body constantly ache but it never took her smile. I can still see it now lighting up every room and our lives.

The 199 steps dating back from 1370 lead me to the ruins of Whitby Abbey that stands overlooking the town and out to sea. St Hilda would have smiled because the tourists are doing a better job than the invading Vikings in trying to destroy this dramatic scene. I am glad to leave.

Fossils, including ammonites can be found all along this part of the coast and are a distinctive feature of the Jurassic rocks of the area. I cannot afford to stand still and become stuck in time hoping someone will find me and take me home.

Routine, family, and friends save you. Having to get through each day helps. Family have their own battles and friends struggle to find the words, but you are thankful for their concern. Does it get easier?

An air of mystery surrounds Robin Hood’s Bay and its isolation was well suited to smuggling. I sit and enjoy an ice cream. Watching families play reminds me of the good times. I cannot go back only forward. Staying here would not help.

Small inlets along the coast are often referred to as ‘wykes’. There are steep descents and corresponding climbs where the sea interrupts the clifftop walk. Boggle Hole, with its hidden Youth Hostel and Stoupe Beck take me down to beach level before the breezy cliffs of Ravenscar await.

Sleepless nights are common. I am shattered after a day of survival but being alone, even in a house full of grieving, dreaming kids is my life now. I agree that it is good to cry but I have no more tears. Our bed is bigger without her and when I dream it is of her, of us.

Alum are crystals used in the dying of cloth and the debris from the quarries litter this part of the coastline. Looking out at low tide I can see the concentric circles of rock ledges called ‘scars’ that look like the chopped off top of an onion. We all have our own scars, both physical and emotional. Some may never heal and cannot be seen even as the water recedes.

Solitude prevails but the views remain. Is this what I am seeking, to be alone? I am not sure because she is still with us. In our daughters faces, in their laughs and the pure joy of being alive. It comforts me and I know I need to be strong. Grieving takes time and I have the rest of my life.

Scarborough or ‘Scarbados’ was the first seaside town and history is everywhere if you care to look past the arcades and fast food outlets. The bays are full of happy families laughing in the sun. There is something for everyone except me. I want her back in my arms.

The Yorkshire coastal path stretches before me and I am at peace. Everything that we think matters is just an illusion. I am not sure where I will end up, but I hope it will be in a better place.

The official finish of the Cleveland Way is on Filey Brigg, but I have a strange feeling that this is only the start of a new beginning, a new adventure, a new me.

So, do I now believe in magic? What I do know is that I cannot live in the past. It is not about forgetting. I will rejoice in the now, look forward to the future and always walk with her by my side. It is what she would have wanted. She would have loved this coast.
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The post #GreatNorthRun post

10/9/2024

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Sitting on the train up to Newcastle, I have to admit I felt a bit nervous – I’ve been building up to this race for almost a year. Before I settled for the night in my hotel, I had a bit of a wander and a rather awesome supper at I Scream for Pizza on the quayside. I saw the Tyne Bridge wearing its Great North Run logo (designed by the late Jon Wilks) and I started to get excited.
 
The next morning dawned rather grey, but the city was buzzing with people wearing running numbers. Kitted up in my WAY running vest and WAY Pride logo I walked over the assembly area and met a fellow widow who used to be a member of WAY. She was fundraising for a charity and was wearing her wedding ring, and her son, also running, was wearing his dad’s wedding ring.
 
I saw the elite wheelchair racers and the elite women racers head off, and then the long walk to the assembly area past tens of thousands of runners in charity shirts, running club shirts and fancy dress (much kudos to the man dressed as Freddie Mercury in I Want to Break Free, complete with wig, vacuum and audio on repeat). The fog was replaced by rain and the waiting seemed to last forever, but eventually we were off – across the Tyne Bridge and towards South Shields. There’s something quite surreal about running on a dual carriageway with 60,000 other runners.
 
I hit a bit of a wall at 8 or 9 miles, but Kendal Mint Cake, my friend Lindsay shouting ‘there’s just a Parkrun to go’ as she passed me, and spotting the road sign to the coast kept me going. Seeing the sea at Mile 11 was a huge boost, but the last mile along the coast road seemed like the longest mile of the race. A grin from Ed Spooner (the running photographs are his – thanks Ed) got me over the line and I was done! 13.1 miles in 3 hrs 11 mins, ten minutes faster than I expected.
 
It took me longer to get back across to Newcastle station that it did to run it from Newcastle to South Shields, and stepping through my door at home at 10.30 pm, I announced that I was never going to do the GNR again. I’m plotting some local runs – I’m booked on the Loftus Poultry Run, I’m thinking of doing the Bridlington New Year’s Eve Eve half or 10k, and planning the Ilkley Half with another widow (though apparently it’s hilly…). Perhaps when it comes round to booking, the GNR fever will hit again.
 
Thank you so much to the people who have sponsored me, and if you would like to support the amazing charity WAY Widowed and Young, the link is still open.
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For National Grief Awareness Day

30/8/2024

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Written by Luciana, who married my second cousin Ben.

Today is National Grief Awareness Day. So I thought I'd share what grief looks like for me, a bit more than a year and a half after Ben's passing.

I read a fantastic book earlier this year, recommended to me by a friend, called The Grieving Brain, by Mary Frances O'Connor. I took away a lot of things from the book, but one of my favorites is O'Connor's distinction between the emotion of grief, which we experience in a given moment and will recur throughout our lives, and the process of grieving, which she defines as restoring a meaningful life. Grieving takes its own path for each of us, but has a beginning, middle, and end. And I feel like I'm at the point where I can at least see the end ahead, even if I haven't reached it.

I feel like I am fully experiencing my life again. I've planned trips focused on celebration or exploration rather than on processing my grief. I've made new friends who never met Ben, but are open to getting to know him through me. I'm feeling creative and tackling house projects again. I read more books by July this year than I did all of last year.

I still feel my loss keenly, but I am not overwhelmed by it. I talk about Ben often, frequently sharing his opinion on things with the people around me (whether they asked for that or not -- For example, at a fancy supermarket in New York with my mom earlier this week, I pointed out all the things Ben would have wanted to try). Many of his sayings have become my sayings (usually with proper attribution). Although I will never be as good as he was at telling his jokes.

I am crying as I write this, but I don't cry as much as I used to. When I do cry, grief is as strong as ever, but I know better now that the moments will pass. I don't wish those moments away. I appreciate the feeling of connection they bring.
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It was such a gift to be loved the way Ben loved me, and to get to love him in return. I will be forever grateful.
If you're wondering how to support someone like me in grief, please just keep telling me your memories of Ben, or being open to me sharing mine. Even if they're simple, like "we went to this place together one time", I value learning new things about him, and I value reminiscing. He's still one of my favorite people, and I'm still in love with him. So if you love him too, let's keep him with us. Thank you for listening.
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The Summer of Swans

9/8/2024

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During the summer of 2024, WAY Widowed and Young member Griffyn has pledged to make a thousand origami swans to raise money for the charity. In his own words:
After my husband Chris died in 2021, I found connection with other widows and support from the peer support network WAY Widowed and Young to be invaluable in helping me through the practical and emotional struggles of bereavement.
 
Seeing the life-changing impact bereavement charities have on so many people, I wanted to find a way to give back. Walks, runs and physical challenges are a brilliant way to raise funds and awareness, but aren’t something everyone can do, and can be tough for families to take part in together.
 
One day, while struggling with a particularly bad flare-up of long Covid, I was stuck in bed and passing the time by making origami animals. I remembered the story of Sadako Sasaki, a Japanese schoolgirl who made over 1,000 paper cranes after the bombing of Hiroshima at the end of World War II. According to legend, an individual or group making 1,000 cranes within a year would be able to make a wish to ease pain and illness.
 
Inspired by Sadako, people now make cranes in memory of departed loved ones as part of the celebration of Obon Day in August – an annual Buddhist event to commemorate one’s ancestors.
 
I got in touch with WAY with the idea that, instead of a run, I might organise a sponsored origami event. I would make 1,000 paper swans/cranes over the course of a month. We’re calling the project the Summer of Swans as it was pointed out to me that the swans would fit with WAY’s logo which has a swan as it is a true creature of beauty. A swan looks calm on the surface, despite paddling furiously below to stay afloat. This symbolises how it can feel to grieve the loss of a loved one.
 
People would have the opportunity to donate and have a swan made in memory of someone special. And people of all ages and abilities could join in, making or decorating their own swans. The folks at WAY were up for it! So, I’d like to warmly invite you to join us for the Summer of Swans!
Find out more on the Summer of Swans webpage, sponsor a swan (and you can dedicate one to your person), and get involved by making your own swan.

Mine will say “Tim – the centre of my turning world".
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Fears of forgetting their voices

8/8/2024

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I’m not sure that I can remember his voice. I can still remember his face, and his surprisingly deep and rather dirty chuckle. I used to be able to hear his words, but lately, it’s gone. That was an unexpected loss.
 
Remembering their voices is a part of sensory memory, and this is unfortunately a short-lived form of memory. However, we still know their voices and can recognise them when we hear them. I realised this when I plucked up the courage to watch a recording of the last play we were in together – All the Lonely People by Sue Hawkins – and there was his utterly familiar voice. I now know that I can listen to him speak whenever I want in just a few clicks. And while dreaming about him can be heartbreakingly sad or very confusing, I’ve learned to see it as an opportunity to see him again.
 
In this digital age, we have much greater access to recordings – video on smartphones, voice mails and voice texts, even the sound recorded by a smart doorbell. If you have these audio and video files, save them somewhere safe. You may not want to listen to them now, but you might one day in the future.
 
And if you don’t have any audio, hang on to all your other memories. There are things about them that we will never forget.
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    I was widowed at 50 when Tim, who I expected would be my happy-ever-after following a marriage break-up, died suddenly from heart failure linked to his type 2 diabetes. Though we'd known each other since our early 20s, we'd been married less than ten years. ​

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